Phoenix

Every Time I try to fly,Somebody say don't go too high
The sun is on rage, if you fly high you might die
Your wings are made up of wax,they melt as heat is high
But I m damn idiot,full of hope and passion,
Trying to do something which is beyond my existence
I put my whole energy in to my pair of wings,
Try to take a flight towards that burning ring
I keep putting efforts,stroke by stroke,
Bearing all the misery,flying upwards with lots of hope
Screaming and shouting with all the negatives
sounding low, weak and frail
Now No voice like don't trust thy, It all me and my fly
As I go high and high, I feel the heat and pain
But Seeing my dream come's true is a sheer gain
As I go further high in the sky,
Bearable become unbearable and pain is on mountain high    
Haa''' they start melting as they made up of wax
They catches fire,put me live in to burning pyre
I got scared to death, burning and falling free

Aghast  and suffered coz unable to capture that joy
My eyes got wet fills with tears of hope    
burned to the ashes, left no feather and bod
Hey Don't you dare to think my dream is gone
So what something went wrong
I will rise again like a phoenix,
I will fly again that high,
No matter what heat I will face,
I will fly again with full of grace
No matter how many time I burned and fall
I will achieve what I will....        


  

Let it be me

Let it be me today , it  have been a while when I was selfish last
Let me laugh today , it have been a while when I smiled last
Let me dance today, it have been a while when I rock last 
Let me play today, it have been a while when I gave a fight last
Let me unreasonable today, it have been a while when I was crazy last
Let me dream today, it have been a while when I hope last
Let me love today, it have been a while when I was fearless last
Let it be me today , it have been a while when I was selfish last 
Let me fly today, it have been a while when I was high last
Let me dare today, it have been a while when I was out in a night last
Let me advocate today, it have been a while when I was right last
Let it be me today , it have been a while when I was selfish last
Let me dominating today, it have been a while when I was passionate last
Let me arrogant today, it have been a while when I was confident last
Let me cry today, it have been a while when I was humane last
Let me live today, it have been a while when I was alive last
Let it be me today, it have been a while when I was myself last  

Why we wear clothes

Why we wear clothes I don't understand this, as a body we are the master pieces of nature, a craft that can't be  engraved on the best of the best marble available in this whole world, we are  the owner of things which is more precious than any work of Leonardo  or Picasso then why we wear clothes as an society.

A rational will argument  that what a dumb I am, we wear clothes because we want to save ourselves for changing environment, but what I think that truth is not that simple, we wear clothes because as a species, as society moreover as an individual we are scared, scared form real self. Scared from who we are and it will come out in the day light if we unveil our self.

We are so severely frightened that we declare it crime when somebody reveal itself behind others, or even a notional representation of  it be penalized ( Most common example is arts) to the death. Many of us had tried to unveil itself so that other can also realize that what they are wearing is not the real side of there's but results are catastrophic and people are not bothering.
And why they should,

"It been so long that I am under the thousand layer of clothes, that I am not aware of real myself...."

What is life!!

Hmm....

Some time I think which I do a lot to understand, what is life?
When I try to see it as an outsider, a individual who is not me I certainly become over whelmed by the way it moves
Life seems (mind it I am not seeing it as my life,I am seeing it as a third party) more dramatic than any Shakespeare theatricals, filled with more action than any lee movie, to much thrill and mysteries that Sherlock seems to me insipid.

Got so much confused about life who it moves,
one thought school say that life is only one and what you have to do, do it in the only life you have while other says that we are in continue journey we have to move anyways, until you will get perfection you have go through the circle of life and death. And the moment you achieve perfection you get rid of all those circles of life and death, eventually what else matters in life if you do whatever you want to do in life

Last night I saw a movie called ' The groundhog Day' interesting movie, in this movie there is a weather man 'Phil' who some how stuck in a day, initially he get little bit frustrated but later on he makes best of out it. He did the things he always wanted to do either good or bad, he took all the experience of the life in that day. Some how in first this thought seems not so good to go through things again and again until we achieved perfection but it also seems me that why not if you have to do things again and again and makes lots of mistake and achieved perfection with no desired left,

One of the famous personality once say

" A perfect life is free from desire, look your life work on it until you don't have a single desire"

God made a creature known to all is human

I am in agony when I think about a creature created by god known as human

I feel pity towards mankind, why  they behave so strange 

Although I came form the same species but some how I feel different from all of them 

Some time I think that God is contemplating about human and it should must

That what the creature I created called human 

So strange, 

I gave him power to create, But I think they create tools to destroy themselves

I think I gave them power to think and use logic and all the tools required, 

But some how when it come to mankind all the tools of rationality is a err 

What the environment they had created on the planet blue,

In spite of all the abundance they are starving and dying 

To hell of all of they are fighting on my name also, smirks The god 

A human so foreign that even it is beyond the rational of god

What could I say, when I am also a human mediocre enough that writing about it in the way that I shouldn't  

    

 

All well when end is well

Last night I was surfing Internet, and came across the phrase " All well when end is well", but I think this statement is paradox like of chicken egg problem, This phrase say all well when ends well but who will tell me that the moment is end , either you continue in a way that until and unless something good is not happen to you. 

Some time I feel that people are so result oriented that they forgot to enjoy the journey to the destination, and only what they do is crib about the destination. 

Why we are so fear some towards the end, can't we have the attitude hell ya I don't care what will happen in the end the moment is only moment for me. 

Akhil